heartless...

Heartless...

Not sure if i'll ever love another ,

My heart still hurt from the last motherfucker,

I guess you can say he fucked it up for the rest,

I don't love easy,

But I do love hard,

And yes that mother fucker left me scarred,

Not sure if I could love again ,

This shit hurt like hell,

The joy I got from love,

quickly turned bittersweet,

Everything I was afraid of has happened ,

Bitches started to appear,

Smiles turned into frowns,

Laughter turned into cries,

My heart is all fucked up in the inside,

With my pride,

I was able to patch things up,

No longer do I give a fuck,

Fuck crying fuck him fuck love,

I'm fine with loving myself,

Don't need no one else ,

for you i will

so i wrote this poem awhile ago for this guy...

butterflies,

stary eyes,

nothing even matters when i'm with you,

the doors to my heart is slowly opening,

please,

be patient with me,

opening my heart isn't to easy,

i know to love is to risk it all,

but,

i'm afraid to take risk,

i don't wanna risk being hurt,

i don't want my love to turn into hate,

and you know what they say,

there's a thin line between love and hate,

but,

they also say you learn from ur mistakes,

so slowly,

i'm removing my shield,

slowly,

giving u my heart,

hoping you'll love me,

just as much as i'll love you,

and i pray to god,

i wont regret,

giving my heart to you...