if u just realize

Now I have realized
That it's not always good to listen to your heart...
Your heart don't consider the bad things only hold on to the good things...
For some reason the heart is forgiving ...
While the brain never forget ...
The heart makes it hard to say goodbye...
The brain gives it the strength and allows you to cry...
Crying is good for the soul ...
It allows the heart to see...
To see what it tried to forget and forgive ....
But makes you then realize...
Realize that it's not always good to follow your heart...
Use your brain..
The brain keeps the heart from making the same mistake twice ...
So don't get so comfortable with following your heart ...
Because your heart will map out something that seems so perfect ....
But your brain will show you REALITY

the coolest

JANELLE MONAE

I don't understand
I feel like I'm on a reality show
Fighting for his love
Willing to transpire to anything he want me too
Willing to do anything he want me to
Just to show him that my love is like no other
And he should pick me
He should give me his chain key to his heart and champagne
But, Now I'm tired
Tired of showing him that MY LOVE is unconditional
I wanna GO
Go back to where
who he kisses don't matter to me
And who he fuck all make sense
Sense to where he just another nigga and my heart don't scream from pain
I wanna make him history
Because if he truly love me is a mystery
Im not sure any more
If he loved me
he would know he don't have to look no further
He would feel that I'm all he need
And them other girls
Don't have non of his interest
So now I have to do what's best for me
It's best for me to walk out the door
Wipe my eyes,fight my tears
SO
he can keep his damn chain , key to his plastered ass heart and champagne

* i thought of this poem while watching For The Love Ray J

the fab life

THE KNOWLES

FAB LIFE

its been along time...

don't know where to start
its been along time since I've last blogged,
been so busy with school,
cant say work cause I'm a bum,
rely on my parents waaaayyy too much,
ummm well a lot has been going on with me and my life ,
boys and been trying to network and get the feel of things ya know,
i have been interning at the lovely MUSIC WORLD ENTERTAINMENT[Mr. Matthew Knowles establishment]
and if i do say so myself.. its been great,

cant complain at all,
had a lil boy issues
and when i say lil boy
i mean lil boy issues
but now I'm way over it...
moved on to way bigger and better things.

LIFE IS A BEEEECH DEPEND ON HOW YOU DRESS HER...
so if the devil wear prada,
E-V-E wear nada...
i am in between
but way mo' fresher
-KANYE

- viva [la] jazz